I don't know if it's just the caffeine in my coffee that's kickin' in (that's causing the commotion inside me) or if it is really myself who's got a problem.
Well, certainly, I do have one. And a BIG ONE.
Now I can certainly feel all the PRESSURES, the HASSLES, the WORRIES, and the all that so-called pre-board exam jitters. *sigh* And the sensation's even worse compared when I'm about to take the Final Exam last IAC. Last IAC, it was my graduation that is at stake; and now, me being a CPA is the one that's at stake -- definitely BIGGER and HARDER to achieve compared to the former.
I know I am NOT ready, maybe that's why. And I'm just praying that God will give me a MIRACLE. And I don't know if I deserve that miracle (if I deserve to pass...)
I somehow think I do deserve to pass because I've already hurdled so many trials to get where I am right now. The nasty, so-darn-difficult quizzes that I have fortunately (with God's help) passed during my undergrad days at UST-AMV, the First and Final Preboard Exams at CPAR, the mind-numbing, body-tiring sched and lessons in my past IAC classes, etcetera, etcetera. But still, I feel un-ready. With the way I so-called, studied, I am in deep peril. I studied, but not to the best that I can. Ah, I just know it, I'll be a horrible CPA Reviewee.
Ugh, I am sooo stressed right now. And my heart doesn't stop beating like crazy.
I just hope I won't be like this during the actual CPA board exams.
I've read a verse that says
"Don't worry about anything...instead, pray about everything" -- Philippians 4:6That's definitely the best thing that can save me right now.
"Victory is always possible for a person who refused to stop fighting..."...therefore, I must not stop fighting for my dear life.
Oh God, please help me get through this...
"I believe in Christ like I believe in the sun. Not just because I see it, but because by it I can see everything else. I believe I will pass the board exam. Not because I knew everything, but because God is with me."
Labels: A Reviewee's Life, Dead Meat, Me-Myself-and-I, The Great Depression
