This one is related to my previous post.
About me "liking" this certail woman in the office.
Nope, don't get me wrong, I am straight, but hell, I am VERY MUCH ATTRACTED to this woman!
Now I will clear things up.
At first, when I joined my new job, I thought that my boss was "Boss L".
Then later on I discovered that my real boss was really "Boss J".
When I was introduced to her, well, she didn't pay attention to me. And whenever she talks to someone who's with me or even sitting beside me well she'll act as if I don't exist.
What a bitch, right?!
Well, here's the rundown. She's really my boss, and she was supposed to interview me. However, she was absent when I had my second interview (that's why only Boss L was able to do an interview with me) and she was surprised when I was not scheduled for an interview with her anymore; my application was immediately escalated to her boss, the CFO/controller of the company.
And there's also this "tradition" that she doesn't like the people that the CFO/controller likes and the people that she hasn't been able to interview. Hmmm.
She didn't interview me. And I haven't any idea if the CFO/controller actually liked me.
Ergo, she doesn't like me at all.
And that's the reason why she's not acknowledging my presence at all.
So there, I was like, "hala, bakit sya ang boss ko, mukhang masungit". And I didn't like her too.
So yon, normal lang.
Unfortunately, my curiosity was piqued.
And I found her very interesting.
But then, at the same time, I am also afraid (ERRATUM: VERY, VERY, VERY AFRAID) of her.
Then there's this Saturday morning when I went to work so early. I just got out of the restroom and I saw her walking.
And that's when I felt that insistent beating. Oh my Lord.
And I was like, "Is my heart beating this way (soooo fast) because I'm scared of her or because I was attracted to her?!"
At first, of course, I was in denial and I dismissed these feelings as "fear".
But I can't take my eyes off her (and I have no idea if she can observe me; I mean, she's a woman afterall, and women like me have good instincts, right?!) -- and too bad she caught me for so many times.
I can't help but bring her up in conversations (I tell my teammates that I am very afraid of her).
And because of their good feedback my feelings just got worse, I think.
And another thing to blame is that blasted summer outing!
There were team-building activities and we're on the same team.
And we have to practice that "cheering" thingy together.
And we had to eat together.
Damn.
And now she's somewhat talking to me already because she's teaching me lots of things.
Damn.
And now here's the ground-breaking event.
There's a problem with a big account, and we have to recreate the 7 customers and separate them, blah blah, and create 15.
Wow.
She already taught me the process but then, of course I'm still new to it.
If this situation happened to me with another boss, that other boss would've probably told me "I have already taught you how to create new customers' accounts, right?! Do these."
But then, she's different.
She did those 15 customers for the whole day!
Damn.
Please don't do things that would make me fall for you. Dammit!
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