There's this girl -- no, lemme correct myself -- woman in the office.

Who happens to be one of my bosses.

I don't know why but she "intrigues" me.

And my, my...my curiosity was piqued.

Well, it doesn't help that she doesn't talk to me. Ever.

I'm just new in the company and even if she is one of my bosses, she never paid attention to me.

She's quite bossy, and sometimes whenever she talks to someone sitting (or standing) beside me, she acts as if I don't exist.

Well, maybe I'm just feeling the urge to prove my "worth" to her. Maybe, maybe.

But a few days after I don't know why but my heart beats really, really, really (in an exaggerated, I'm-so-in-love-with-you way) fast. Damn, that sounded soooo cliche.

At first I dismissed it and thought that maybe I was scared of her.

Well, yes, I AM SCARED of her.

But then, there's something different.

And now, I am confused.

Nope, I don't want to entertain these feelings, I still want to have a relationship with a man and have a family eventually.

Maybe it's just a phase. And hopefully, soon I will wake up from this haze.